For The Love of Joy Blog

Turning my messy story into a beautiful testimony of His unfathomable grace + mercy.

Tag: Faith

  • Empty

    Empty

    “As I go about my days, I can’t help but have a pure disgust for this world. It’s awful. I spend everyday watching as people hate one another. They bow to their idols. They choose themselves first… I look around my own house, marriage, and life to find so much idolatrous clutter. I am disgusted!…

  • Navigating an Unexpected Health Crisis

    Navigating an Unexpected Health Crisis

    This new season has been eye opening. As you are now aware, I’ve been struggling for some time and working to regain my health – mentally, spiritually, physically, emotionally. I’ve never had what I would consider a life crisis before. Lots of mini issues, sure. Everyone has to scale back from time to time but…

  • Restoration of a Broken Heart

    Restoration of a Broken Heart

    Wow, what a ride. It’s been one of life’s seasons when things seems to ebb and flow about as smoothly as the ocean waves in a hurricane. One minute there was peace and calming. The next I was drowning. That’s what this road has been for several months now, causing me to go quiet. Blogging…

  • Infertility and the Loss of a Pet

    Infertility and the Loss of a Pet

    It happened. I lost my pup and four-legged companion of over a decade. It was a sudden event and there was wailing. I didn’t expect it. I had all of about 3 minutes to say goodbye, most of which was spent moving through the initial shock… I went nuts. Crazy even. No time to prepare emotionally. My…

  • Endurance Brought on by HOPE

    Endurance Brought on by HOPE

    I’ve often wondered why I try so hard. I mean, this general wondering can be applied to just about everything in life – work, marriage, child rearing. Anything. But, for me it’s mostly that relentless need to keep the pursuit of a growing family. I believe this is where Proverbs 30:15-16 comes into play. I’ve…

  • An Empty Womb: What My Life Looks Like Without Children

    An Empty Womb: What My Life Looks Like Without Children

    One of the aspects of infertility that I am stark-raving passionate about is ‘living life outside of infertility’. For the first few years of this journey, I went kicking and screaming about not having control over my wanting children. I had plans to start a family and when it didn’t happen I threw a life…

  • Covered By His Wings: A Shepherdess’ Hope

    Covered By His Wings: A Shepherdess’ Hope

    God uses the most amazing avenues to teach us. Being a farm girl and writer, it’s no surprise that He chooses farm analogies to reach my soul. I’m always noticing the correlation between God’s loving care for us and the principles used in animal husbandry. For example, I don’t only see a group of chicks running…

  • Healing the Great Divide: Caroline of In Due Time

    Healing the Great Divide: Caroline of In Due Time

    HEALING THE GREAT DIVIDE CAROLINE OF ‘IN DUE TIME‘ GUEST BLOGGER Caroline, a fellow blogger and sister in Christ, has a unique approach to her infertility. Instead of chasing treatment after treatment, she and her husband, Colby, have chosen to remain still. In fact, as you will read in a bit, they haven’t dove hard…

  • Healing the Great Divide: Meredith of It’s Positive

    Healing the Great Divide: Meredith of It’s Positive

    Healing the Great Divide MEREDITH of ‘IT’S POSITIVE’ GUEST BLOGGER Meredith was one of the first long distance friends that I ‘met’ on this journey through infertility and blogging. She is a dear sister in Christ who shares the heartache of empty arms but also triumphs the despair by helping others through the heartache through her…

  • Infertility: My Heart Abandoned

    Infertility: My Heart Abandoned

    Often when we are facing adversity of any kind, be it illness, loss, marital, financial, or child rearing, we are taught by the world to look it in the face and take charge. To take the bull by the horns so to speak. I’ve often repeated this mantra and have adopted the thinking. It’s certainly…